Fuck me and going to St. Louis

I played a little bit again yesterday. First hand flop comes T 9 5 two diamonds 4 way pot. I bet about 50 dollars with AA. He goes quickly all in for 300 more. I am slightly annoyed. I couldnt put him on a hand that beats me. So i called and he had k5 of diamonds. I lose. Then i tried to make a stand with my OESD against a min raisers on the flop. He was not folding an overpair and he wins. I stopped after that. I lost about 300 in omaha PL 100 also. All big draws vs made hand. When i have a draw, i dont make it. When I have a hand, i get sucked out on. I am going to be going to st. louis to visit a bunch of my friends for a week. I am still wondering if I want to bring my laptop over so i can play sometimes. I think I am due for a break. I am just going to drink a lot and hopefully forget about these losses and start fresh a week later.

--Omniheart

Worst losing day ever

2600 dollars about 6 buy ins. I am so annoyed right now. I cant even type. Lost every cf. Took every bad beat. Split about 3 huge pots to bad beats. Cant win against middle pair. People dont fold top pair bad kicker in reraise pot. People catch runner runner flush. Pissed off.

--Omniheart

Thanks CardRunner

Ah although you guys didnt give me a space, i am happy that i am featured on the blog session now! Thanks. Because clearly, i think i have the most intersting blogs. It has both life with poker and life outside of poker and I think i have a pretty interesting life. So yesterday, i discovered these party poker script that lets u bet pot and bet 3/4 of the pot easy. Those buttons werent for me... I tilted off clicking the right click on the mouse. I was up about 3 buy ins for the day only to lose it back on those buttons. And firepay was down last night and took my money accidently. So i couldnt play poker till today's afternooon. I saw paradise poker has 2/5 NL short handed added. I killed their .5/1 game and 1/2 game long time ago to build my bankroll and i saw a lot of the bad regulars at the 2/5 game so i decided to go to paradise. I was down a quick 2 buy in. People pushing with At for 300 preflp and people pushing with OESD for 200 on the flop. It was nuts. I made back my money pretty easily plus 3 extra buy ins. Not too bad. I watched snakes on the plane today. I thought the movie was very entertaining although it was very unrealistic. Snakes dont cannot poke ur eye out andgo through ur brain or bite on to something for a long time. They got one lethal bite and after that they are not poisonous for a while. But i think it was a good 10 dollar spent. I also posted the story about a cr member who is willing to stake people 50 to 100 thousand dollars on the message boards so go check that out. Its pretty interesting.

--Omniheart

Partying Cornell Style

On friday, Zach and I concluded that not many people were going to be around for the weekend so we decided to visit our friend, Sirk, at his college. It took us about 6 hours to get to Ithaca, NY from Bethesda, MD. I lost 1600 playing stupidly while waiting for him to come back from his orientation training. So I decided I am going to drink 1 beer for every 100 dollars I lost. I started out drinking heineken while playing beer pong. I got through about 6 in 1 hour. Then we went to the party house and drank more. Surprising, I made some new friends. Like when do i ever make new friends? So untypical! Yea I got black out drunk there and almost got in a fight over rappers.... Funniest thing of the night was when there was an ugly naked chick on sirk's friends bed without his knowledge. He freaked out and saw a guy who was on the other side of the room. Apparently, one of sirk's brother is trying to have sex on sirk's friend's bed. A fight almost broke out but people held each other back. If i was sirk's friend, allen, I probably killed the guy but since he was so drunk anyway, he barely remembered. We decided to stay for the next day. I was totally unsocial all day waiting for the night time activity. I watched pros playing poker on FTP all day long while wacthing tiger hunt down his prey at the PGA championship. We decided to get 40oz malt liquor for our drinks for the night. We played beruit at the party with the 40s. As good as I am at beer pong, I could not overcome the gay rules they had at the party. The worst of all being empty stay. All the empty cups are placed back on the rack and if you hit the empty cup, you have to drink one of your own. The rule is very bad. I made the first 9 very easily without hitting an empty and zach hit his 8 without hitting and empty. Then we hit about 4 empties on our last 3 cups and let the other team came back and won. So annoying. Since it was the freshmen week at the campus, a lot of the freshmen were at the party. it is pretty funny to see nerdy freshmen who never drink before trying to do beer bong and completely messing up. It was quite a site to see nerdy kids throwing up and trying to act cool. After all our friends we made from last night left, zach and I decided to go down to get a pizza. For some reason, we decided to get the whole pizza. A really funny thing happend when we got the pizza . This fat girl basically ran up to us and asked for a slice of pizza. we laughed and gave it to her and she devours it pretty fast . She then proceeded and sat on zach's lap and invited us to their place. She was incredibily hideous. Since we dont want to be assholes, we came up with a lame excuse and got out and . It was quite funny. Overall, cornell is better than what I expected. The parties are definitely bigger and better than towson and wash u.
--Omniheart

Ruff Ryders

This week has been really bad to me poker wise. After going on a 7500 dollars upswing, I have come back down to earth. I staked bad news at the live game and of course he lost it all with KK on AQ 2 board. I tilted from that proceeded to lose 450 myself and left the game pretty quick because i cannot loan bad news anymore money. I proceeded to play online that night. Some guy decided to shove me with a huge overbet with 66 on KK 4 8 board and I called him wtih KJ and he spiked a 6 on the river for a 1200 pot. I proceeded to lose 2 more coinflips that night for like 800 dollars and I was down 1500 for the night. I woke up next morning and lost 1100 on more horrible beats. I cashed out of all my sites for the day and just sat around and watched television. i decided to buy back in the next day and i ran pretty well winning 950 dollars. But I lost another 750 in staking someone at 5/10 for 40% to some attrocious beats. People were calling reraises with 35 off and pushing on 3 7 T board when we had KK. It was awful. I got pretty tired that day and fell asleep pretty early. I woke up aroudn 6 am in terror. I forgot to change my password.... i go on the account and of course it was down 1600 more dollars. I am absolutely furious at this poin. I played trying to win my money back and tilted of 950. Fuck me. I took a 2 hour break and cashed out of party then I maxed my firepay to buy in to UB for 1300 dollars. I ran pretty well at 5/10 with someone's else staking me and won all my money back i tilted off this morning plus some. I ran pretty good the next couple of days and was basically back to even. But I feel bad because i have about 7100 loaned out and i feel like i have a lot less money. O well, I also lost 1600 dollars playing while visiting someone at college. I need to have a lot of time to play poker. I seem to lose a lot when i have a limited time. But I won back like 1000 since i got back home so its not too bad. hopefully, all the loans will be paid back to me soon and i can become a 5/10 player.

--Omniheart

My life be like

Today I heard there is a book out about how kids from my grade and their lives as overachievers. I read some excerpts from the book online and it was very interesting. I was always viewed as one of the most underachievers back in high school. They viewed going to a very good college as the most important goal in life. They belittle people doesn't share their goals. I was always in the middle of high school class until my senior year. I had a very tough senior year. I broke my leg earlier in the year and I had a lot of problem filled family situation. My family had to declare politcal asylum and had to live far away from where we were living during my high school years . I was either going to school from 50 miles away or from friends' houses. My grades suffered greatly but most of all, I was not able to apply to a 4 year college. My status in the country was not certained. People start looking down on me and I was not very happy. Even worse is there was a video of a night where i was very drunk and broke my leg. People start looking down on me more. It was absolutely unbelievable. Sure, i am not an overachiever but most of the stuff are out of my hand. I used to be a nice normal kid who likes sports, play poker and do decent in school to a degenerate gambler who is a drunken fool and failing out of school. Like are u fucking kidding me? This was most apparent when I was at the beach for my last week of my senior year. Since i loaned my friends money, I didnt have that much money with me and I had to stay with a bunch of friends and a bunch of people who looked down on me. I really hated it. It was one night I was irresponsible and broke my leg and I have learned my lesson. It is really annoying when people I never talked to before come up to me and say "O u are the funny kid from that video" "You were hilarious". I don't know how is that funny at all. I broke my leg and was abused. People begin to view me as a drunken idiot and would not let me drink around them because they dont want to be responsible. It was so apparent when people let 5 of my friends come to their house but not me. It makes me so angry. I also cannot win a knowledgable arguments against anyone. Since i am on the internet a lot, I read things that most of the people would not read. Whenever I argue with a person about one of the subjects i read a lot such as pyschology, people would just completely ignore my facts and say " You go to a community college", "You dont go to college". Its absolutely unreal how big of a deal people make it out to be. People just make amazing assumptions. My family has gone through such changes in the past 8 years that people would not be able to understand. My mom and her brothers and sisters had a beer company back in burma worth about 85 million US dollars. Now that's gone. We came to US as diplomats and thats gone also. We are living in the US as political refugees. I try to cover up and not feel sadden about these situation. It's actually pretty funny. The word after a year of college is even funnier "Isnt he dead broke and in debt?" "Isnt he ruining his life by playing poker?". Like fuck off. Also when people also talk to me about what's i have been up to last year, I dont try to be cocky or anything saying I am making a good amount of money playing poker. It is just not in my blood to say those . I just say I am taking some classes at the CC . Some people even come up to me and asked me if i have any drugs to sell. ARGGGGG! I don't really care about these people and what they think about me since i am probably not going to see them that much more. I really hate my social surrounding I live in. I wish people would not make a big deal out of these and treat everyone equally. Everytime these incidents happen, it gives me more motivation to play poker and make money and put it into a business and prove how successful I am. Hopefully this motivation drive will lead me to great things in life.

--Omniheart

I am so fly and .... lucky?

Although i am not playing my A+ game these days, i have been running very well. I am up close to 2500 dollars in last 3 days and i have probably put about 2 hours total in cash games. I have been putting hours in my tournament game because FTOPS and WCOOP are coming up and i want to play in a lot of the events. I played 6 tournaments yesterday and placed in only one but that was 6th place so it wasnt too bad of a day. But i am on fire on cash games. A couple of days ago, i have 98 of diamonds in the bb and sb makes it 3x bb to 18 dollars. I make the call. Flop came A 9 3 rainbow. He bets 24 into about 40 pot. I reluctanly make the call to see what he would do on the turn. The turn was a big beautiful 8. But this time he fires a pot bet of 82 dollars. I put him on a big ace at this point and shove all in for about 170 more. He instant called and showed 33 for a set of 3s. River was a 9 and it was gg for him. Kinda harsh but i dont think there is nothing i can do on the turn considering he was half a stack. I also had this sick hand two days ago, where i came in raising with a3 hearts in the bb and flop came Q 7 2 two hearts. He leads out for 24 in the bb and i raised him to 90 and he min reraises me right back and i shove for 160 more willing to gamble with my hand and he called. I was laughing pretty hard when he showed k8 of spades for no pair no draw. I dont really know what he was thinking but i won the hand with a pair of 3s. It seems like people are making awful plays against me and calling off all their chips on the river drawing dead. Well I guess i will take it. It has been about 50 days since my -5000 downswing. I am up close to 14000 since that downfall. Not tooo bad. Hopefully i dont go on too bad of a downfall again and maybe take down wcoop of ftops tournament.

--Omniheart

killin' them niggas, stackin' them bitches

Finally, i am winning again. The break even thing is over. I am finally winning again and playing comfortably at 3/6 NL without too much worries. I am playing well, getting the cards and even dishing out some bad beats. Since Sunday, i am up about 5000 dollars which is very good. I have been playing 2/4 and 3/6 so its probably about 10 buy ins. People are pretty awful even at the 3/6 level. One hand, i raise with 66 preflop and flop a set and the guy managed to check call his stack with top pair ok kicker for a 1000 dllar pot. One other hand, I flop a set of 9s on AK 9 pot. I lead out and he raised me double . i reraised him and he called and called my all in on the turn with AJ for a 1200 dollar pot. I was value betting perfect and getting maximum value out of the hands. People would slow play their big pairs preflopand let me catch up to them. One hand I reraised preflop with TT and some guy fromt he bb cold calls like 50 dollars and of course, i knew he had AA. I flop quad tens and he lost his stack. Thats why you shouldnt play ur big pairs passively out of position. If he had reraised preflop, i would have given up on the hand and folded prefop. I also had this real funny hand. This guy has been min reraising me preflop all day and i finally decide to see a flop with KJ spades on the button. Flop came down Q 98 two spades. He checks from blinds. I fire out 60 into 80 pot. He instant calls. Turn was a beautiful T for my nuts. He checkcalls another 130. River was a Q . He checks again. I go all in for 250. He thinks and thinks and thinks and calls. I drag down a 1200 pot and his hand was AK for ace high. He lost 1200 pot with fucking ace high. How hilarious is that? I also had this horrible bad beat i dish out. I had AA in the middle position i came in for a raise. Get a couple of callers. Flop 56T 2 spades. I bet about 45 into 60 pot. The solid player from sb check raises me to 140. I have no clue what he hasat this point. HIs range is so huge.He could be doing with a straight draw , flush draw , top pair, overpair , set. So many possiblities. I thought this hand was too hard to pass by. There are way too many ways i have a better hand than his. I proceed to shove 400 more dollars. Instant call . I know i am dead. He had 55. Turn T. River T. I drag down 1300 pot with tens full of aces to his tens full of fives. Yikes. That beat was pretty horrifying. But i think its just a variance beat and nohting i can do about it. Well i hope to continue playing this wel. My goal is still to play 5/10 NL by the end of the month. I hope i can get there. Maybe I will throw another party this weekend. Who knows? my sleeping schedule also have been so off lately. I keep sleeping from like 6pm to 11pm. Kinda annoying. I need to fix that. Funny part is i play poker about 3 hours max a day and the other 9, i just do nothing. Maybe i will win a lot more if i can use that other 9 for poker?O well.

--Omniheart

Keep breaking even!

I havent been playing too mcuh lately but when i play poker, I would keep breaking even. I would lose 1500 one day and win it back the next day and it just keeps happening and I am starting to get annoyed. I feel like i am due for a big run. Although I didnt win much this weekend, it was a fun filled weekend. I partied and drunk a lot. Julian and I were supposed to throw a presidential suite party at the hotel on friday but the plan fell through and we didnt have a chance to do it. We ended up having a kegger at the VVs and it was fun although i controlled myself and didnt get myself totally wasted. Like always i couldnt sleep for the night again. I went to bed at 2pm in the afternoon after sleeping for 2 hours at night. I woke up at 8pm at night and saw countless phone calls. Julian finally changed his mind and decided to throw get the presidential suite. It costs us a total of 550 which wasnt tooo bad. We had a bar set up also with a bartender and charged a couple of dollars for each drink. We had about 30-35 people over because we wanted to keep the party under control. Then we found out that there is someone in the next room. Who gets the room next to the party room??? The presidential suite is set up so that there can be social gatherings. Its a pretty bad beat. I got absolutely trashed and proceeded to black out. The party also ended because we ended up getting 3 warnings and most of the people were thrown out. I dont remember the rest of the night but I heard i was pretty stupid. I mean afterall I dont even know why I drink. I am like the only kid who broke his leg from drinking. Julian is gone today. He is going back to california. As people are starting to go back to school, i can put in more time playing poker. Hopefully, this even run is going to be over very soon and i can go on a major run.
--Omniheart

I believe I can fly

This week has been rough. There has been a lot of tilt sessions and i havent played enough poker to even try to make it back. I shipped about 3000 dollars earlier this week. I basically made it all back but damn it was a struggle. I have been breaking even a lot again. I think I am due for another monster run. i really want to start playing 5/10 by the end of this month. I think it can be done. It has been a pretty boring summer. I have like 10 close friends and we don't really do anything and we are always clueless of what to do . I really need to start knowing more people and make more friends because i just might go crazy after the summer ends if I dont have some friends.

--Omniheart