Summer at Home

I have met and known a lot of people but I never really have too many close friends. It is actually very annoying at times. People would come chill at my house and just end up playing cards and ask me questions. I don't mind it sometimes but if it is too often, it is kinda annoying. Drinking is fun sometimes but it is annoying when people get out of control. I guess people probably hate me too when i am the most drunk. One thing I really really hate about my home town is the amount of spoil people. It is ridiculous. Why do people drive to school when school is 2 blocks away? Everyone wants to drive to places but they never want to be driven. They are also very disrespectful to their elders and super spoiled. I just can't stand it. Maybe it is because of the culture I grew up in. Hopefully things turned around for the summer. After playing 100k hands last month, I am kinda burnt out from poker. I don't really want to play anymore. The games are becoming less profitable everyday. The standard win rate for good player used to be around 4-5bb/100 and now 2-3bb/100 is becoming good. I really don't like the direction poker is heading. I believe in 2 years 1/2 games will be tougher than 5/10 games of a year ago. I know majority of this is because of the legislation but i think bigger games also have a lot of responsibility. A few years back, if you make 100k a month at the 5/10 and 10/20, you are probably the biggest winner on the net. Now the biggest winners are on the net are taking millions a month. Fishes are getting eaten by bigger fish. Bigger fish are getting eaten by sharks. Sharks are being eaten by bigger sharks and bigger sharks are getting eaten by likes of sbrugby and stinger. Sigh. Hopefully, the legislation will change and fishies will come back. Otherwise, I don't think poker really has that much future. I can grind out 10k+ easily at 1/2 for a month but it is too much of a grind. I really need to decide what i really want to do for the future and decide it soon. Hopefully I can decide it during summer. Help would be really nice from people who are reading it. I have been pretty bad at school over the last few semesters. I am at best C+ student and I have been bouncing around majors such as psychology, econ and management. I know I can do better but I just really need some motivation.